DECEPTION
Today I just feel sad, this urge to feel appreciated, to feel loved, to feel like I matter, like I'm important for him... Hate this feeling, wish I could be enough for myself. Hate to feel like this...
2024
I came here and it was so sad to realize I still feel like the first entry... Sadness seem to be our brand now, she's really good at creeping in at the most random moments...Feels like the walls closing up on you... I never thought we could have so many tears inside, I guess it's awesome we do, otherwise I would have drowned in them already.... Life has to come around, it has to, or there wont be enough of me for the life...