The weight of your decisions

 I wish I would have known sooner how much I would miss you, so I wouldnt let you go, but I have to be honest and say that I dont miss your person per se, but who I was with you, how special I felt around you, like, you would look at me like I was the only one in the world, that made feel super special.

I wish I could experience that kind of inimaginable love again, where I feel like the center of someone's love, though I'm pretty sure that kind of love only exist in my romance books, so wishing for something that's not ral it's even more pointless.